Did you hear that she whispered? Did you hear what she was trying to tell you?
It was the Truth, but was she ready for the truth? Was she willing to see the truth? Was she willing to walk within radical transparency?
She could feel her stomach churning, fire burning inside of her, she could feel others judgments, their opinions. She felt her heart palpitating. She knew the life she was living was a lie.
She knew she was ready.
I was ready to change everything!
And oh did I!
I found myself midway through my umpteenth de-constuction process when I realized I was trying to mold myself into what I thought others wanted me to be. Quite the misfortune that was. But quite necessary at the same time. At the time I identified it as negative but after much time to reflect I found the remaining truth that I was seeking.
I made peace with the little girl that needed love and the woman that didn’t need to be anything other than who she is. I embraced my chaotic upbringing, my need for acceptance, my need to present myself as more important than others, and my need to always have control.
I forgave myself finally.
Meditation gave me the strength to pull my mind into the depths of my soul and find the innocence of the girl that was inside of me before chaos, judgment, and trauma took over.
I finally came home.
It only took me 3 decades to get there.
It’s never too late to begin!
Join me on this journey into radical transparency.